the complaining has ended

__2005-01-17 @ 9:41 p.m._______ I've discovered a few things as of late that have made life much more frustrating and simultaneously clearer and relieving. Some things you just have to accept as being fact and move forward without dwelling for too long after its realization. I was driving home from Chicago wondering what in the world brought me here for this fucking shitty, shitty weather or how the hell did I end up in this situation? I hate everything about this weather...seriously. BUT, I'm done complaining. I don't have it in me any longer to feel sorry for anything, anyone- that includes me. Just about all the innocence that could've possibly been left in this guy will be used as an energy source for the months to come so I can continue to be the fun-loving, schmucky dipshit that you all love and want to be around. So I have discovered a new love for Modest Mouse. I've been indifferent in the past for the most part (and I know Nick hates or at least doesn't think much about this album), but The Moon And Antarctica is an amazing piece of work, lyrically especially. Speaking of Nick, little shout out for being such a wonderful asshole in dealing with me over the last month or so...good job in following that advice and being a good friend to me, pal. I'm going to bed but I'll say this before I go- and after this I'm done complaining for a long damn while- I don't take well to people blaming the messenger when you've personally fucked me over in just about the worst way possible and I think your reaction is pathetically indicative of your personality and character. Good riddance. And that's the last time I use this fucking site to make pointed comments. << | >>