Call me morbid call me pale...I spent 8 years on this trail

__2004-05-31 @ 11:57 p.m._______ things I've done in Ottawa since moving back 12 hours ago- -unloaded my car -drove out to see my dad -watched the cubs game -watched some 30 something year old chicks gossip about their friends and stuff fat fucking beef tacos into their faces in a crappy downtown Ottawa Mexican resturant -walked around downtown and thought about what it was like growing up here- noticing the small changes and how mostly everything is exactly the same- which all got so depressing- I now live here -ate two garden burgers for dinner- my mother actually went out and bought them for me! She finally remembered (our is just now coming to terms with) the fact that I don't eat meat (this is the point where I'm already starting to wonder how I'm going to be able to deal with a couple of weeks here if I don't get my ass a job) -called Jill -sat at the computer for 4 hours (and still sitting mind you) If I get this construction job, I think Ottawa will be a perfect fit for the summer. Nothing to do here and no one to hang out with means no spending of the money. The driving soundtrack- The Smiths- Louder Than Bombs Josh Rouse- 1972 Ryan Adams- Rock N Roll Alto Heceta- A Head Start The Smashing Pumpkins- To Shiela, Perfect with Love from O-town... << | >>